That's just it. I don't really know.
But that glow around the peak, that shimmer...as much as it creeps me out, it also fascinates me.
I have to get there. I have to fine out what it's all about.
Maybe it;s nothing, and then you can say "I told you so", that I should've just gone back to the Varia all along.
But... I don't think it's nothing. So I hope you'll forgive me this once for doing what I felt I had to do.